Sindy's Blog - November 20, 2003

Okay, I think I might have completely lost my mind. I've been getting so tired of waiting around for Kaelin to notice me that I just marched over to him today and asked him if he'd be interested in seeing a movie with me this weekend! What was I thinking? I mean, it totally worked, and I'm going to the movies with him this weekend, but still... that could have ended in disaster.

I'm not sure why I'm still acting all freaky about this - he said yes! He's going to pick me up at my dad's place around 7 on Saturday. Not sure what we're going to see yet. It's been a while since I hit the theaters. I don't even know what's playing. I'd really like to see Cat in the Hat but maybe he'll think that's a little too immature. Maybe I should play it safe and suggest something with more action. We'll see.

This creates a whole new drama, though. What on earth am I going to wear? How am I going to do my hair? Should I play it casual? Should I dress up a bit? Oh man, the things I have to deal with! I wonder if A.J. would come over pre-date and help me get ready? I think we all know what a big help dad and Amy are going to be. Dad better not act creepy or I will die. This is a big deal and he better not ruin it for me by being a giant dork.

Alright, deep breaths - no need to go crazy about decisions concerning wardrobe just yet. He could still back out. Maybe this won't even happen. I mean, I really, really, really hope this happens but it won't be the end of the world if it doesn't. I mean, it will be the end of the world, but I'll be okay... eventually. I am now rambling. I am a rambling fool who's going crazy over a boy. I can't believe I am doing this again...

Sindy

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